i went halfway around the country just to talk to interdependent (though i admit it was a much needed and soothing one). he made everything alot better. and made me realise what i want in my life now. and how i should strive for my own happiness, and not just blindly holding onto things that i think make me feel happy.

my new year resolution for 2007 was to be happy. and lately the only times i've been really happy is when i'm dancing, with mel or doing ticketing with bea. and when i stop doing either of this, i just lapse into this silence that i can be in for hours. i'm just waiting to say goodbye now.

i'm very self-destructive i think. the injuries and scars are proof to that. sighs. i'm tired. i really am. but it was really nice, and sweet to have someone to lean on tonight (: to rest for awhile.

i need taller friends :p like ming. very nice to lean on. ahahaha.

Sometimes I think of you, and tears fill my eyes
To think of the meaning you’ve given my life
You’ve touched me in places no one ever reached
You’ve given me reason and cause to believe
You are my rainbow; you’ve colored my life
And you are my sunshine; I’m warm in your light
You are my fountain that never runs dry
You’re my inspiration, my reason to try

I’ll love you ‘til green grass turns lavender blue
And all the stars fall from heaven and vanish like dew
When horses and chariots chase down the wind
That’s when I’ll leave you, I’ll love you ‘til then

this song reminds me of angie, mel and interdependent at different lines.

i wonder if you remember the promise we made?

: sandy's song :: dolly parton :